one year ago i was ecstatic that we would be expecting again. on 10/29/11 my world came crashing down.
we lost the baby. i was 13 weeks along.
i didn't know how i would go on.
i think about that baby and that pregnancy often and think about how i will feel come the day, one year ago, when it happened.
i have been okay and feel overjoyed with another baby boy in my belly. and feel blessed that he could even be born around that time.
we would all have a life to celebrate.
i have been focusing so much on the new baby coming and not what happened last year.
and then i get a hospital bill from that time last year in the mail. and make a phone call about it.
and the tears won't stop flowing.